Megan-Malicious

You came through like a hurricane. The calm before when you said my name. Tearing everything apart when you left and broke my heart. Now I have a house but no home. Just a place to lay my head at night, alone. I had a sickness, thought you'd cure me, on that night you said you'd never hurt me, Shoulda known you didn't mean it. It was coming all along, wish I'd seen it. Like every hurricane victim, I'll pack up and move on. But I'll never let anyone else make me their moron. If nothing else, this year taught me the most. Like don't let anyone too close. Never put my guard down. No other an will ever turn my life upside down. No

It's a super nova star. A big black hole in the middle of me. Doubt creeps up slowly, it's fingers light on each lung. It's pressure has me gasping. It's a mad dog gnawing, scratching and growling, tearing me apart. Fear takes ahold and shakes me. Breaking my neck. Feeling every snap. It's a wild fire. The flames licking up my legs. Blistering me all over. Scarring and bleeding. Just take it away. Embalm me with Novocain. Pain is not better than nothing. Give me nothing, just stop the pain.

I wanted to sit beside you and watch the world end, Never thought I'd have to say, "he's just a friend." Sweet dreams with vibrant colours of you erase my fear. Waking up with your side of the bed still empty is a nightmare. The walls around all scream your name to me. Every thought I have begging you to come back to me,

Vodka in the living room, tequila in the bedroom. No one can tell just how much I've consumed. I'm just drunk enough to admit I miss you. Every dream I have says "starring him" I would take you back on your stupidest whim. Every star I've seen since you is dim. Every tightrope I've walked since you is thin. I can't pretend I think you're good for me. I just need to see what we could be. I miss the sound of your key. Without you I'll never be free. You told me to move on. I have no choice now that you're gone. Just know every dream has been far too long. So I lay awake until dawn. Waiting for your skin, waiting for your sin.

I remember when you said, "I want you always" Well I suppose we must be dead if you're so far away. We made plans. We would travel the world and write our names in the sand. Now you're empty with lips curled, "I know what I want and it's not you." Now you're off to be free. I'm stuck here with the ghosts of us two, And nothing I can do will fix me. I don't remember life before your smile. You say I don't know what I want. But oh, you're off by miles. You don't want to make me something I'm not. You already did, you made me happy. By the way, all I want is you. Without you, it all seems tacky. All I want is you, and no one e

The first time I saw you, I knew you were special. Now nothing's changed except the scenery. When I first looked into your eyes, I wanted nothing more but to get behind them, break down the windows to your soul and take a stroll. I wanted you then. I love you now. You're everything i've prated for and then some. My skin wrapped with yours and I'm home. Your smell lingering, your taste on my lips. That's all I need. All I dream of.

Floating off into space running my fingers over the laugh lines on your face The stars smile, not even half the shine I see in you. The man in the moon and mother nature's got nothing on us two, You're all I need, there will never be another. I wish you'd see what I see when you look in the mirror. Wish you could crawl inside and be me. Know how I feel when your voice is all I hear. There would be no doubt, no pain, not hate. You'd see beauty, you'd see love. Just come around before it's too late. It's a long fall from this far above, the world and all you fear. We never have to go back to that place. Let's just stay right her

You throw your stones at my glass house. Now I'll take these shards and lay them in your bed. So you can sleep like I do, hurt like I do. I can't tell you that I'm okay right now. You'll never know how deep you cut me. Thought I was headin' for "Till death do us part" Turns out I was in the fast lane to a broken heart. Seems like fucking good things up is my only talent. I'll never forgive myself. For hurting me, I'll never forgive you. But for being you, I'll never hate you.

"I...I can't believe I let that happen to you Bella..." Edward stood next to Bella. She was lying unconscious in the hospital bed. She had been in a car accident. And he had seen it happen. He had been frozen for the first time as someone else called an ambulance. Now they were in a hospital. It was called Sacred Heart Hospital from what he remembered. He remained staring down at Bella's pale face as the beeping of the heart monitor made the only noise in the room. He didn't notice as the sun started to come from behind the clouds, lighting him up like a disco ball. That's when another man, a taller one with curly brown hair walked in. His f